I stopped posting lately. I think I'm kinda affected with some news here. I think... if Ella is a patient one in love/ relationships, right now, things would just fit exactly into the puzzle. But anyways, CE... I think i'm clinging onto Hebe for now.Ella... Just breaks my heart. And I can't take it anymore. The pain. Ella said she doesn't want to change for Alvin Lai. I think... She really does. I think... She's deceiving us all with that "I won't change a single bit" thingy. I want to cry over such nonsense.But seriously, It's a big fuss for me. Especially that CE is a big part of me. Ella and Chun are a big part of me. I've been sick lately, loosing appetite, stress in school, pressure... I think... I CAN'T CARRY ALL OF THIS ANYMORE. I think... I could just die any second on April 15. I SO can't carry everything anymore. Ella's too good. She made me like her. Her bubbly self which I don't know she really is that kind of person. I hate to say this but Ella, I'm not your crazy fangirl anymore . Bear with it. everyone could hate you because of  what you're doing. Be careful of those grains you're spilling. Maybe it's the bad ones.I would support you. But not the support you get from me before. That I even beg to buy paraphernalias with your face on it. I think... It's time for me to move on now. To change my life. Well, it's not yet late, right? Sorry for disappointing other people. But I will continue writing about CE and well, do stuffs CE- involved. But not only Ella.

Labels: ChunElla, Ella Chen, WuChun, WuZun