Yeah.My life is ugly. lleH. It hurts me when others just try to copy/ impersonate me. Actually, I find it insulting in my part. First of all, they're the ones provoking my tantrums. Actually, if there's someone to be angry, that's me and not them. Second, Who in the world with the right mind would say bad things to others and then, they're the ones who would think that she has the right to get hurt? Actually, since the incident happened, I can't help but to get annoyed with them. They secretly keep on doing this and that to me and without them noticing that I AM there and I CAN see what they're doing. Are they doing this on purpose? Because really, I feel that whenever I'm there... They start making me hear nonsense and re enact my tantrums. Lucky them, I'm trying hard not to throw those shoes straight to their head. That's why I'm playing darts. To release my stress. And to have a good aim at someone. But what do they do? They just keep on provoking me. If I was really angry that time, I could just kill those people involved within tow arrghh minutes or even within thirty seconds. But if they were to live my life... I wish them a good luck. Because sometimes... I'm to bring bad luck. I'm like a black cat for some people. But I'm also a good luck to some. What could they do? I'm a problem machine. (And people ignores me usually.) So... If I were to be granted a wish, I want my classmates to be me for a day. And I want to make them fell the same as I feel.

This is a late update of my life. But what could I do? This thing haunts me at night. I wish that I'll have good dreams tonight.

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